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The road to hell is paved with good intentions. Even if he did nothing wrong, and even if we all agree on that, he can still feel bad due to the law of unintended consequences as we see here with TDOr maybe he's lying about feeling bad about it. And I'm just falling for it again.
I don't think he is, honestly. But no one else seems to think he did anything wrong. So why would he feel bad?
Never should have killed you, man.Maybe let's just not play in a way in Wolf that would make friends genuinely concerned for them like something was actually wrong
I wanted to keep him alive, thank you very muchNever should have killed you, man.
GwJumpman? More like GwGoodideamanMaybe let's just not play Wolf in a way that would make friends genuinely concerned for them like something was actually wrong
Smart play, set it up in another thread. I see you.I'll try to pop in the Aussie game, but don't expect much activity from me.
There’s a reason my CT is just idea man. I mix both good and bad togetherGwJumpman? More like GwGoodideaman
Ok I'm done for now
Until it gets torn open again
Everyone else is going to ignore this post since it came in so late. But I see you, boo.Based on what I read, there's a bit of a conflict going on with the "it's just a game" and "play to win". It can be both. This is just supposed to be fun and you can still try to win. I feel like most of the conversating on this forum happens in these games, and they get really engaging.
Just admit you fucked up and move on? We make bad plays on a regular basis, why is a Seer held in any higher regard? I'm still certain @Benzine lied about seeing TD and Tommy until Zell posts the log and definitively proves otherwise.But not allowing any emotional manipulation... I understand why some people don't like it, but what is the alternative? If you're faking being a seer and need to justify missing your reads and persuade people you are good despite it, what do you do?
Or, essentially, this.Maybe let's just not play Wolf in a way that would make friends genuinely concerned for them like something was actually wrong
The subtext in my meme is that Dean was, in fact, the loved one.
[Insert Captain America "No, I don't think I will" meme here]Might wanna go ahead and click to ignore me here for a minute
This is what pissed me off about the Zell game where I got Serial Killer. It felt like @Ants! and I were being bullied into spilling out roles because everyone else did. I was being told to "play the game" while also being told "Tell us your role or you die tonight." It felt unfair and mean-spirited. I don't do so good at lying because it means I have to constantly cover it up with more lies and I know at some point people are going to figure out I'm full of shit, so my angle is to be vague, but they didn't like that.The usual deception is calling people stupid and bullying them into agreeing with you, taking advantage of people's insecurities or complexes. We are all a little fucked up.
I was pretty happy with how our exchange turned out in this game, for the record, so I hope that didn't bother you too much. I legitimately missed the end of Day 3 where TD claimed Detective and vindicated you, so that part doesn't count.It felt like they knew I would cave at some point and kept pushing me into caving. It was not fun. This is why I will never (seriosuly) tell people to share their role. Besides, I like trying to guess who is what based on actions and comments.
This is what pissed me off about the Zell game where I got Serial Killer. It felt like @Ants! and I were being bullied into spilling out roles because everyone else did. I was being told to "play the game" while also being told "Tell us your role or you die tonight." It felt unfair and mean-spirited. I don't do so good at lying because it means I have to constantly cover it up with more lies and I know at some point people are going to figure out I'm full of shit, so my angle is to be vague, but they didn't like that.
[Insert Captain America "No, I don't think I will" meme here]
This is what pissed me off about the Zell game where I got Serial Killer. It felt like @Ants! and I were being bullied into spilling out roles because everyone else did. I was being told to "play the game" while also being told "Tell us your role or you die tonight." It felt unfair and mean-spirited. I don't do so good at lying because it means I have to constantly cover it up with more lies and I know at some point people are going to figure out I'm full of shit, so my angle is to be vague, but they didn't like that.
It felt like they knew I would cave at some point and kept pushing me into caving. It was not fun. This is why I will never (seriosuly) tell people to share their role. Besides, I like trying to guess who is what based on actions and comments.
@VashTheStampede, I was joking but also not joking about using priest on my lover. If I ever get Priest again, I am 100% spraying water on someone day one, whether or not I'm lovers with someone. I feel like if my lover was Priest and used it on me, I'd find it hilarious.
Dean explicitly asked TD if he should scale it back or plow forward full steam ahead. He's response does not agree with this sentiment.I do not believe that TD and Vash are different in their issues/complaints. And until such time as we all come to understand that, this will keep happening or parts of the game has to change.
I haven't read the transcript just yet, to be fair.Dean explicitly asked TD if he should scale it back or plow forward full steam ahead. He's response does not agree with this sentiment.
This is why I posted saying "I don't think we're good". I realize I disagreed with Vash's stance, but I think we can all agree that we don't want people to be hurt or leave the forum over a game. People's feelings are valid, and I do think it's important to set expectations about how these games are played so it doesn't cause hurt feelings. Maybe we need to draw lines and play it differently. Maybe some people need to step out because it's not a game suited to them. Maybe it's a combination of both. But I don't want to say "we're all adults and talked about it so we're good" when we're obviously not.I think as evidenced by the amount of people who have left the games in a short period (Cole, Ryan, TD etc) for various reasons we need to all have an introspective look at what we think is in the spirit of how we want to play
I want to start by saying that this is nothing against TD because he's not even here saying this. I very much like and respect him as a person. And I like you plenty, too.But these are not mutually exclusive concepts necessarily. Seeing someone doing things to others doesn't hit the same way as when they do the same to you, y'know? Particularly if you're not doing it to them, and especially if you have other external pressures.
What is your objection to how it was determined? Do you not think it would've played out how Zell said?With the official conclusion being that the wolves won - I disagree in generality for how we reach this conclusion, but not the conclusion
People being against lying and attempting to be vague instead is the biggest sign of being evil. Of course people are going to push on that. What's the alternative, people are required to just accept your "no, I'm not evil" at face value? That wouldn't allow the game to function.This is what pissed me off about the Zell game where I got Serial Killer. It felt like @Ants! and I were being bullied into spilling out roles because everyone else did. I was being told to "play the game" while also being told "Tell us your role or you die tonight." It felt unfair and mean-spirited. I don't do so good at lying because it means I have to constantly cover it up with more lies and I know at some point people are going to figure out I'm full of shit, so my angle is to be vague, but they didn't like that.
I've stayed relatively out of the discourse while I gathered my thoughts and have a couple of points.
1. I don't agree with the outcome of the game that was decided. I'm not going to push it because it's just an internet game but I entered a thread not having skipped where it had already been decided that the game was stopped. The town had not conceded the game and I still should have been afforded an opportunity to convince other players to vote out TD, Dean or anyone.
2. @VashTheStampede you're not the only person complaining, I've currently addressed my thoughts on it more directly with Dean but in summary my feelings are that while overall it was playing to a win condition and may appear to have been something that TD was along for the ride with initially I don't like it.
From my perspective I had worked out that Dean was telling lies (and I likened it to the previous time where he was a wolf and swore up and down he wasn't). But on the chance that he was going through an actual personal torment I didn't push on it because I don't want to be the cunt that causes someone personal anguishes to be laid bare and cause then more pain. I get what we are saying about a game of manipulation but there is manipulation that I would view as within the spirit of the game and that which isn't.
3. I think as evidenced by the amount of people who have left the games in a short period (Cole, Ryan, TD etc) for various reasons we need to all have an introspective look at what we think is in the spirit of how we want to play. If this was our actual physical in person friend groups and we had lost this amount of players as a result of the way the game is played we'd likely figure out some new rules of engagement. I think saying it's just a game works for some people and we don't get too pent up on it, but for others it's a lot more and given the level of anonymity that exists here I think at times we don't consider the impacts we can have on others because of things we say or the way we may dismiss people's statements/feelings.
Just my thoughts that I wanted to get out of my head before starting my game in earnest.
This is why I posted saying "I don't think we're good". I realize I disagreed with Vash's stance, but I think we can all agree that we don't want people to be hurt or leave the forum over a game. People's feelings are valid, and I do think it's important to set expectations about how these games are played so it doesn't cause hurt feelings. Maybe we need to draw lines and play it differently. Maybe some people need to step out because it's not a game suited to them. Maybe it's a combination of both. But I don't want to say "we're all adults and talked about it so we're good" when we're obviously not.
I personally didn't feel concerned about Dean's emotional state, even though I did post some comforting words and defended him. I always kept it in my mind that it was possibly a play, so I wasn't bothered when I realized it was. I feel like there's a big difference between "frustrated over a game" and "in serious mental distress". It's not like he was threatening to jump off a cliff. I was rolling my eyes at him by the end of the day a bit, it was so over the top.
But I don't suffer from mental illness. That struggle isn't personal to me. I can see why someone who does wrestle that demon on a regular basis would feel differently.
I'm not sure I'd avoid upsetting people while playing as a wolf, because I'm a big believer in "play it like you're a townie". If you don't, people will notice and use it against you. So if you'd be frustrated and at your wit's end as townie, you'd better pretend to be that as a wolf. And that makes me not want to play, because I don't want to upset anybody, but I also want to try to win.
I feel like we have several players who don't enjoy deceiving or being deceived, which is completely reasonable... but how do you expect evil players to play this game? Do you really think if Dean had shrugged his shoulders and said "yeah I guess I picked bad targets, what can ya do?" that he'd still be alive? C'mon now.
You can say "you should care more about your friends than winning the game" and sure, I agree in principle, but if that means it's impossible to win as a wolf, then what are you actually suggesting in practice? The town should always win because emotional manipulation is shitty? Why even play this, then?
I want to start by saying that this is nothing against TD because he's not even here saying this. I very much like and respect him as a person. And I like you plenty, too.
Your statement is complete bullshit. You cannot be fine with someone treating others a certain way then get upset when they do it to you. That's the very definition of hypocrisy. It may give you a new perspective and change your mind on a behavior, but you cannot claim offense at a behavior you previously encouraged. I mean, you can, but you'll get zero sympathy from me.
Personally, the thing that rubbed me the wrong way the most about this game was you saying we should just call the game for you because it's such a waste of time to play and you'll obviously win. You don't know what people have up their sleeve. If people feel it's hopeless, then they can resign. If they don't, or they just want you to work for the win, then put in the effort to win. If you aren't willing to, then you don't deserve to win.
And it doubly rubs me the wrong way when you say "I wouldn't have let him betray you because he'd have felt too bad about it" when you're making that request. You can't claim you don't care about winning and you should care more about other players than the win and also demand the game be called in your favor. You can't have it both ways.
What is your objection to how it was determined? Do you not think it would've played out how Zell said?
People being against lying and attempting to be vague instead is the biggest sign of being evil. Of course people are going to push on that. What's the alternative, people are required to just accept your "no, I'm not evil" at face value? That wouldn't allow the game to function.
I'm shitty at lying too, so I get it. But you do realize your complaint is essentially "I was forced to lie or die in a game of deception", right?
I feel like we all need to take a step back and ask, what do you enjoy about wolf? What do you not enjoy? Do we need to set lines about what's allowed? Do we need to play something else? I absolutely do not want to hurt anybody here, but I'm also perplexed at what is considered as acceptable behavior.
People's feelings are valid, and I do think it's important to set expectations about how these games are played so it doesn't cause hurt feelings.
Your statement is complete bullshit. You cannot be fine with someone treating others a certain way then get upset when they do it to you. That's the very definition of hypocrisy. It may give you a new perspective and change your mind on a behavior, but you cannot claim offense at a behavior you previously encouraged. I mean, you can, but you'll get zero sympathy from me.
And now I feel bad for even making that post
Actions have consequences lol
I'm starting to think Dean might have been a wolf.
Me said:Me and Dean aren't Cupid'd together. I think he just has a townie Seer role, unless he's a wolf seer trying to make it known that he's a "townie".
really hoping there's just no Wolf Seer in general because that ruins everything...
I would like to point out that it still doesn't mean Dean is 100% good. Making blatant Seer plays is a good Wolf Seer play...
Bear in mind, also, that there are acute differences between "Confused," "Stressed" and "Distraught" - I don't know why I just capitalized and put quotes around them I'm not going to write a dissertation on this lol - and they all have relative safe zones idle comments can be made in. I would personally suggest, perhaps, those safe zones were disregarded here and that in and of itself doesn't need to lead to a hard stance. More guidelines than rules, if you will.I'm not sure I'd avoid upsetting people while playing as a wolf, because I'm a big believer in "play it like you're a townie". If you don't, people will notice and use it against you. So if you'd be frustrated and at your wit's end as townie, you'd better pretend to be that as a wolf. And that makes me not want to play, because I don't want to upset anybody, but I also want to try to win.
It's not entirely fair to only frame this within the rigid confines of an in-progress game. At that point in time, yes, Dean's goose was essentially cooked - but even then the option was there to follow your plan, Ben was there to do his thing, Jon's comment to my ping was far more suspicious than I would have ever imagined (lol), etc - and none of those options lead us to... here.I feel like we have several players who don't enjoy deceiving or being deceived, which is completely reasonable... but how do you expect evil players to play this game? Do you really think if Dean had shrugged his shoulders and said "yeah I guess I picked bad targets, what can ya do?" that he'd still be alive? C'mon now.
You can tag him yourself if you want since unlike TD he's still here, but my understanding is this is literally why Cole doesn't play any more. That and getting killed early anyway.You can say "you should care more about your friends than winning the game" and sure, I agree in principle, but if that means it's impossible to win as a wolf, then what are you actually suggesting in practice? The town should always win because emotional manipulation is shitty? Why even play this, then?
I'm not even truly sure this is applicable to the current situation, but everyone has blind spots and/or aren't necessarily proactively diligent at all times. I can honestly tell you at the time that I didn't read any of Dean's longer posts because they weren't for me, so until later I was unaware what was going on.I want to start by saying that this is nothing against TD because he's not even here saying this. I very much like and respect him as a person. And I like you plenty, too.
Your statement is complete bullshit. You cannot be fine with someone treating others a certain way then get upset when they do it to you. That's the very definition of hypocrisy. It may give you a new perspective and change your mind on a behavior, but you cannot claim offense at a behavior you previously encouraged. I mean, you can, but you'll get zero sympathy from me.
I tagged the only two people that should have been relevant (Tubby and Dean) and then started getting ready for bed. I do understand that it came off the wrong way, and I apologized to TD the next morning when I woke up with the consideration that that might have soured things between him and Dean.Personally, the thing that rubbed me the wrong way the most about this game was you saying we should just call the game for you because it's such a waste of time to play and you'll obviously win. You don't know what people have up their sleeve. If people feel it's hopeless, then they can resign. If they don't, or they just want you to work for the win, then put in the effort to win. If you aren't willing to, then you don't deserve to win.
Dean and I aren't on the same team. If Dean agrees to lay down his arms (err, claws), that's not something TD has to feel bad about. Again, I very sincerely apologize for the way that post comes off.And it doubly rubs me the wrong way when you say "I wouldn't have let him betray you because he'd have felt too bad about it" when you're making that request. You can't claim you don't care about winning and you should care more about other players than the win and also demand the game be called in your favor. You can't have it both ways.
Correct. Again outlined in the other 1400+ word post, though luck - and only luck (and bad/dumb rules WRT Beast Hunter maybe) - did yield a higher wolf win percentage than I would have guesstimated.What is your objection to how it was determined? Do you not think it would've played out how Zell said?
That’s what I thought would happen. I thought Dean believed people thought him innocent, and with the sheriffs calling out TD, I assumed that would be the end of the couple. I presumed the town would then get Dean and it would be a townie victoryDean could have offered TD's head on a platter on Day 3/4 to establish more permanent vindication. Or if Jon's aura was Evil instead of Unknown, or what have you.
I don’t like speaking for other people, but my interpretation of what @Benzine was saying was that until it is made clear that real life issues are spilling over, everyone can and should, do everything they can to win the game they are playing. That’s what he was doing, right up until the game was called. If he could convince Dean to break with the Cupid collective, the town had a slight chanceI have very conflicting feelings about Benzine but I want to be clear I don't hold any animosity.
It's interesting to me that this was your takeaway.Literally trying to make me feel bad while complaining about other people’s feelings being hurt or whatever.
I think this post holds a lot of wisdom and everyone can take something different from it.I get confused by your guys’ interpretations too. Culture maybe.
But I think it’s more that some people don’t bother to actually think out other peoples perspectives.
And there’s a difference between perspective within a shared space that’s actively inhabited by those people - and perspective that can be gained by things you’re not aware of.
I have taken how to use paragraphs from this post.I think this post holds a lot of wisdom and everyone can take something different from it.
I had not considered that perspective when I was trying to consider all perspectives.I have taken how to use paragraphs from this post.
It seems to be an effective way of spacing out thoughts so they can be more easily read.
This is a safe space.I had not considered that perspective when I was trying to consider all perspectives.
@TD tubby said it right. No one here has any animosity to you and we miss seeing you here, but you have to take care of yourself first.Jeff in the shortest most succinct way:
We love you and just want you to be healthy both mentally and physically. Please look after yourself, we are always here to talk shit with whenever you feel ready for it.
This is the most important thing for me to address.I hope y'all can forgive me too.
This is what I was alluding to when I said no one has any animosity towards him. Were people frustrated and/or confused with the situation? Most likely. Have we all moved passed it, like it was just a squabble with our brother? Also most likely.This is the most important thing for me to address.
You have NOTHING to be forgiven for.
Whatever you need for yourself, you take it. We'll be here when you want or need us.