I have been very sporadically getting notifications from being tagged, and I see my name mentioned a bunch (both tagged and untagged), which is whatever, can't do anything about that and it isn't going to bother me. By the time I see it, the threads are closed or there are several pages of conversation. I finally got caught up on pretty much all of it, from Cole, TD, Zell, Jon, Tubby, Tommy, etc. etc.
I've seen a lot of opinions, and I've got my own as well. Everybody has their own version of what happened, who was wronged, who should be mad or should not be mad. I've seen a lot of "revisionist history" and claims of it. Some people tried to discredit the wolf win.
If anybody cares, as Cole said, I'm done with GWF for a multitude of reasons:
1. I regret my actions in the wolf game and realized too late that it wasn't worth winning if I'm manipulating real emotions and taking things too far.
2. I have lost at least a couple of friendships. I've had someone imply our friendship never meant anything, somebody I've known for 20 years and was happy to reconnect with, only for things to now be ruined.
3. My name keeps getting brought up negatively, either that I was a prick, a bully, an asshole, toxic, an idiot, or all of the above. I don't need that kind of negativity; nobody does.
The biggest thing to me is, I don't enjoy coming here anymore. I checked back in to see what the notifications were about and see what the general consensus was, after a week or two, and things aren't any better. People are still fighting, and there is one member in particular who is still dragging my name through mud at every opportunity.
I realize I took things too far, and I am very sorry. I have personally and publicly apologized to Vash and others. However, I'm still being trolled and insulted by one member in particular whose friendship I've apparently never truly had, which I don't believe.
I don't get how someone can act like they were upset and left because of anxiety and things getting too personal/mean and definitely not because they rage quit when they didn't get to win the way they wanted, but then they return and continue to bash me and mention me and criticize my playing style and personally attack my ethics and intelligence.
I'm over the whole thing. I need to figure out some way to unregister or whatever.
I'm sorry, again, to the people who I've hurt. I'm sorry to the people who think I hurt them, even if I don't agree with you. I'm actually sorry I even returned here. It isn't just about wolf, it's about being insulted and losing friendships. I will choose to remember people from the original GW and just lose touch with most of you, rather than ruin what few positive memories I do have.
@Mark or
@Crystal can ban me or something now.
Goodbye.