What GWForums Gave Me in 2024

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I did this last year, so I thought I'd give it another bash. https://gwforums.com/threads/what-gwforums-gave-me-in-2023.1440/

I'm writing this one a little earlier than last year, but the point remains the same. 2024 has been a banner year for GWF, but that's not really what this thread is about. This thread is about what GWF has given me, personally, over this past 12 month period. I wanted to share a few thoughts, probably very few thoughts, because my brain is quite muddled and I know I'm going to miss a fair few important points from the past year, but I still wanted to hit on some highs and just say thank you to everyone for continuing to make this insane experiment into something incredible.

We started 2024 with GWF in full effect, we had some ups, some downs, some absolutely incredible moments and some less than stellar ones, too. But 2024 proved that GWF is and continues to be our little home on the internet. Whether you were part of the original GW or you're just joining us for your first go 'round at this wacky family we've built, this little foundation continues to allow us carry on our friendships that we've had going for decades, or that we're just starting out now. It's been incredible, and I can say I love all of you and am so thankful to get to sign in everyday and be a tiny part of this. I started last year's recap talking about my struggles with my mental health, and it's true, that still exists, my issues haven't magically gone away, but with therapy, medication and good people around me, I am trying my best day in and day out to be a better person today than I was yesterday. Do I fail a lot? Of course, who doesn't? I still have a lot to build upon, a lot more to learn, and a few massive hurdles in my way, but at least I'm working on that. I thank GWF for playing a key role in helping keep me on-task mentally, because a fair few of the people in this community have become very good friends and reach out to me frequently to check on me and make sure things are still ok. I appreciate that and, frankly, I need that in my life. I thank you all for that.

This year we smashed through the 100,000 post barrier and we're tantalizingly close to the 200,000 post one, as well! Will we make it before 2025? That remains to be seen, but we're putting in the effort to get as close as possible! What a truly amazing feat to see GWF anywhere near that number, and here's hoping we smash 250 and 300k in the coming 12 months! Even if we don't, who cares! The point of GWF is itself. We're here and we have each other. We didn't have that until last year, metrics are truly irrelevant, however neat they might seem. Growth is great, growth is wonderful, but THAT we exist is what will always be our first and proudest boast. We've had a great 12 months, I look forward to seeing what the next 12 months brings!

Bringing this back to a more personal note, 2024 GWF did bring something else very special. It allowed me to introduce you all to someone very, very special to me, someone I love dearly and whom I hope to spend my life with. My partner, my everything @MC74. She joined GWF this year and I couldn't be happier to share her with all of you. She's loving, she's passionate, she's sweet. She's my reason for getting up in the morning. I am so thankful for her partnership, for her love, and for her light in my often dark world. Having her here, too, is something that makes me happier than I can possibly put into words. I love that she joined and I love that she's been sharing her passions with everyone.

I'll stop here, because there are so, so many other things I could touch on. Our resident grumpy mod @rktaker, for example, a dear friend who I'm very thankful to for joining and being a part of things, and who is currently putting together one cool looking DragonBall themed wolf game ;) ;). But I digress. This has been an awesome year. I can't wait to see what comes next for us all!
 

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I thank GWF for playing a key role in helping keep me on-task mentally, because a fair few of the people in this community have become very good friends and reach out to me frequently to check on me and make sure things are still ok.
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Honestly that part alone was great to read. I'm glad to have any part in raising the self-esteem level of anyone here as I think a lot of us are primed to fixate on the bad bits we see in ourselves, when truth is no one else notices those things at all.

GWF continues to be a double-edged sword for me. You guys are like basically my only social interaction outside of work and consider a bunch of you friends, so I value that a lot.

But I'm also overly inclined to sit at my work computer just thinking about wolf or whatever the hell. Sometimes I pull my phone out for my authenticator app and after unlocking it, immediately forget I had something to do and just open GWF by default. Very much a me problem as opposed to the site, of course.

Thanks for another year of vague purpose, GWF.
 

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Honestly that part alone was great to read. I'm glad to have any part in raising the self-esteem level of anyone here as I think a lot of us are primed to fixate on the bad bits we see in ourselves, when truth is no one else notices those things at all.
I love that we can come here and just be...us. No outside pressure to be anything else. We have fun with each other because most of us have history together, and even if we don't, or we're just really getting to know each other, or even with our newer members, it's so easy to welcome them in because there's nothing intimidating about being here. It's just fun and lighthearted outside of certain topics. That kind of atmosphere really does help your mental health, the break from the shit out there is nice, even if we do still touch on it while we're here, it's never to the same extent.
GWF continues to be a double-edged sword for me. You guys are like basically my only social interaction outside of work and consider a bunch of you friends, so I value that a lot.

But I'm also overly inclined to sit at my work computer just thinking about wolf or whatever the hell. Sometimes I pull my phone out for my authenticator app and after unlocking it, immediately forget I had something to do and just open GWF by default. Very much a me problem as opposed to the site, of course.

Thanks for another year of vague purpose, GWF.
Good, fall deeper under our spell! You're ours forever!
 

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I agree, great forum @Crystal has well maintained.
I'll answer this properly at a later time when the holiday season passes and with it, this horrible bout of depression. I completely checked out yesterday and spent the better part of it being bitter and trying to distance myself from everyone.

Even tried to push Crystal away because I didn't want her Christmas to be ruined because I'm struggling. She deserved better than having to waste an entire day picking me up.
 

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I'll answer this properly at a later time when the holiday season passes and with it, this horrible bout of depression. I completely checked out yesterday and spent the better part of it being bitter and trying to distance myself from everyone.

Even tried to push Crystal away because I didn't want her Christmas to be ruined because I'm struggling. She deserved better than having to waste an entire day picking me up.
But we got through it and had a nice night of Magic and chatting ;)
 

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GWF continues to be a double-edged sword for me. You guys are like basically my only social interaction outside of work and consider a bunch of you friends, so I value that a lot.

But I'm also overly inclined to sit at my work computer just thinking about wolf or whatever the hell. Sometimes I pull my phone out for my authenticator app and after unlocking it, immediately forget I had something to do and just open GWF by default. Very much a me problem as opposed to the site, of course.
I'm definitely not sitting at my work computer right now reading this thread when I should be working.

If it's really a problem you want to address: my phone has an option to disable "distracting" apps during certain hours. You can always pause it to use whatever, but it stops me from mindlessly opening apps and accidentally getting sucked into something for an hour.

I'm going to be brutally honest. Nothing, absolutely nothing.
Hey: your brain is lying to you. You know very well that's not true, or you wouldn't bother to post here now. I catch my own brain making up BS all the time, and I don't even have depression. Don't let your depressed brain convince you of its lies. Easier said than done, I know. =] But it can feel good to tell your brain to fuck off with that nonsense if you're able to learn to recognize it in the moment. For me personally, the trigger to question it is if the thought has the words always, never, nothing, everything, or anything else overly broad like that. It's almost never a thought that accurately reflects reality.

As for what I've gotten out of this place: one thing I'm personally working on is being more willing to take risks and to try things I might fail at. It might sound silly, but playing Wolf has helped with that a lot. Things WILL go wrong and whatever I'm attempting to do will likely backfire somehow, but taking no risks will go even worse, so I'm forced to try it. It's helped me be more comfortable with taking small risks.

I've also come here on occasion when I really needed to vent about something stressful, because I know everyone will be supportive without judgement. I really appreciate that about all of you. And I generally appreciate having a smaller group of people who generally aren't assholes to discuss current events with. The rest of the Internet has gotten pretty hard to deal with sometimes!
 
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